Loner in love

Monday, April 30, 2007 ; 7:03 PM

This vacation's useless

These white pills aren't kind

I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive

I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9

And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights

I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have

The days have come and gone

Our lives went by so fast

I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor

Where I laid and told you, but you swear you loved me more

Those notes you wrote me

I've kept them all

I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall

With every single letter in every single word

There will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl

Do you care if i don't know what to say

Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me

Will i shake this off, pretend it's all okay

That there's someone out there who feels just like me

There is

Sunday, April 29, 2007 ; 2:23 PM

Yesterday was fun but let me share my story in the morning first.

Well i helped my sis in the morning and we were having lots of fun.Then she come out with that lil girl story of her feelings not into me anymore.i was like sad in the first place but i got over it when i think that she's had someone better than me.[[like Whatever!]]Both me and my sis share lots of probz like family,relationship,religion and future.haha cool sis.

I LOVE MY SIS VERY² THE MUCH!!

Then when we got home after work i ask my sis out with me and my frend go GIG.she say nah.she planning to go out with someone else[wonder who izit huh]]Ehehe.so i go out on my own.I met my other three frends at P.S.i was lost at first then came from no where they are right in front of me.haha.After enjoying around the P.S like nobody business,we proceed to marina and guess what,we took MAXI CAB whoohoo.For the first time in my life, i ride a Maxi CAB.Each person only pay $1 cool huh.so total up is $4.

Shit i forgot the place name but its near to superbowl.my frend band played very the very damn nice.[[rock on brothers!!]].the last song they play is Holy diver from Dio.the vocal is soo hot.the voice like the real vocal of Dio.cooll.

After the GIG we go Esplanet!But after we reach there 2 of my frend gone home.then left me n my bestfrend.We ate a delicious fantacious(got such word meh?) muffin.Damn to the max niceto the fulllest!!!.she plan to meet marina n wati(the non-stop noiz maker).fun to know them.

so we met them at polar express toot toot.wanna noe whats coool i bought COTTON CANDY.i love them emmmm...yummy² gummy.

about 11+ we took the train n went home.im always the last one who reach my station.haha.
Mr lonely as usual.haha.i saw my ex cckss schoolmate.we have a lil chat on the lrt.the time is 12+ when i reach home.i have a nice bath and then POOP im in bed.ZZZzZzZZzZ

Yesterday was a ROCK ON DAY.Thanks sis and frends
<=)

Thats all folks cya next time!!

And remember to ROCK ON.

Thursday, April 26, 2007 ; 7:18 PM

Hey there!hmm to day was a fun day for me cause i pass my test on Metrology!!!

im the secondperson who get FULL marks!!congrat Yan.u prove them wrong.yeepee.

im quite tired cause just now we have some stuff to do at workshop.i didnt finish my job cause im helped my frend first then me and my other frend do togethers.[we're a team steelx!]]ehehe.

me and my class have lunch at 12. Me and other 2 of my frend play C.S a while before going to class at 1. i was quite surprise by how i played.[[lucky i got flashlight]].haha.2 againts 1.im on my own and in the end i win the game. woohoo.

yesterday was a hard dae but today i put the bad tings behind and move on with life.

cool huh.

everything went Quite Ok.[[lucky me]]

Should i ask her out for a movie?what if she say No?and what if she say Yes?what should i DO?

MY HEART BEAT FAST FOR YOU.

DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

LIL CERRY?

Thats all folks c'ya next time!

Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ; 5:35 PM

Today lesson was quite fun but it turns out to be boring when we go home at 4.hais i did finish the workpiece.woohoo.congrat!!!

Wanna noe wats the best damn thing of the day?i take a free bus.YEAH.dont need to pay how cool right..lucky me.

i did go to her blog and notice that she have time for him.write bout him n his band.i was quite jealous but i guess it was not worth it.Btw congrat to his band.And wow they came in second.cool.hais how i wish i can make my own band.[[One day Boi,One day!]]

About the bad things happen today is once i reach home my bro in law ask mi to call my cute lil sis.So i did call her.she told mi that mum was angry at me cause i didnt do housework.poor her,she also got scolding on behalf of me.[[sorry sis]]...

i didnt argree wit my mum cause i DID the housework...but she told my sis that my bro in law did the housework.Mum saes im a lazy ass dump.

i feel realli sad right now and the worst part is that i get a "present" from my mum when i knew i clean the house.All the credit goes to my bro in law[[congrats bro,congrats!]].Mum i wish u could see wats inside mylife is...full of sadness,loneliness,hate,jealous, and im just a lil heart break kid who just lost sumting precious in his life.

well i guess the moral of the story ish that [[Dont be to exited bout sumting cause you never know the good thing will turn out to be a disaster]]

:(lazy ass dump):

Tuesday, April 24, 2007 ; 7:38 PM

Well today was lost and found day.i lost my frend on the way for recess den i found them after the recess.ehehe.

The song 'sampai menutup mata' was soo cool

But theres this song that make go mad like a boy lost his girlfriend.haha.wanna know whats the title of the song?

JANJIKU BY SOFAZ

Listen to it soo nice..

Im kinda miss lil cerry but will she miss me like i miss her?

wheres the ans to that ques?

she did reply my message but went she reply my heart beat very² fast.

Isit a happy beat or a shocked beat?

maybe i see whats going down....just another few more month and we'll see how it goes?

hope she feel better....hais.......argh!!!!!!!

Shud i ask her out for a movie?[spiderman3]

will she sae yes or no?.....we'll find out soon.

Monday, April 23, 2007 ; 11:41 PM

Today i was late for school,By right i must reach school by 8.30 BUT i wake up at 8.Ehehe.i was rushing like a roadrunner.cool huh.i reach school at 9+ and didnt go class cause cant take the teacher NAGGING so i wait till 10 at the canteen for their tea break then i join the class.

Then wen at class,i was so shocked that my attandance was damn poor.im going to get Debar argh!!!!.provided if i come school everyday.cool right innocent face but a PONTENG KING haha.

Then we have S&W and it was quite boring cause many ppl dicth that lesson haha BORING?maybe.im joining the track & field and hopefully got to represent college central...

So MEDAL here i come!!!...

i have a nice sleep at the bus 154 and when i open my eyes it was my STOP.luckily the door still open fuh!Today rain like snow i love it but too bad cant play in the rain cause im using my bro shoe..

Thats all folks catch ya later..

Vroommmmmm

Sunday, April 22, 2007 ; 1:22 PM

Hi peeps ive finally got a blog wohooo

Share about yesterday life.

Yesterday was not well plan for mi,my sis,bro and cerry.everyting was gone mad.ive gt mood swing yesterday(i guess).But i dint show it 2 them cause they also like face down.cerry saw her ex and was like happy 2 the MAX.i was quite jealous but what to do she and me are just frends.

How i wish i can tell her how much n how to deal with her love.i realli miss her but ive got to wait right?hmm

And btw i like 2 tnks my retardarse frend for helping mi with some stuff.tnks ya!!!

k den untill here my peeps......:)

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