Loner in love

Tuesday, July 31, 2007 ; 12:23 AM

HEY PEEPS IM SO HAPPY.YEAH DAMN HAPPY CAUSE IVE GOT NEW MP3,SHOE AND WATCH!HOHO ALL THANKS TO MY SIS AND HER BF.THANKS GUYS LOVE YA.ONCE AGAIN THANK Q

Well Its tuesday morning and the reason why im not zZz is because im uploading songs at my new mp3.cool lah beb.like finally i have my own mp3.yeah!!!!.

i miss someone lah sey.Yikes, baby will you let me be yours?eh i love this song erm how it goes ya its like....Tidal waves they rip right through me, Tears from eyes worn cold and sad.Pick me up now, I need you so bad.....DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN!!.....yup thats it hope you guy know what song is that.

Hold on and dont tell me that its over cause im not used to this temptation!I REALLY MISS SOMEONE AND I NEED HIM/HER SO BADLY!!!!

Friday, July 27, 2007 ; 8:51 PM

YEAH-AHH.Bought something for myself.Guess what is it...jeng jeng jeng.Its FAMOUS STAR AND STRAP T-SHIRT and SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS BOXER.cool.By right, i suppost to buy guitar but shortage of $.I brought 30 but the guitar was 65 hoho so can go relax one corner.So yeah.thats it.

Hmm Darn it, i didnt get selected for the ite central track and field competition all because i didnt went for training in the holidays.I DONT KNOW ANY NEWS!!Was so mad when the teacher says its my fault.Hello!! i dont have a hp.Remember that.But my friend who have hp also dindt get any message from the teacher incharge.Nabeh teng².But Its no used mad for something which is over.Its ok Dweeb better luck next time otey?.

Hey i wanna watch movie with my peeps.one of my friend likes my best friend of mine.haha he's into her i think.wanna know something special,he even bought skinny jeans just because my friend like boys with skinny jeans.haha.cool.may he gets what he wants.The other girl is so hot yeah hot.her hair so nice.But to bad shes hot till many guys crazy for her.Thats what i heard from my best friend.But anyway, shes cool,shes hot and shes my friend.same goes to my bestfriend.should i say she's my ite best girlfriend.But i dont know if she wants to be my bestfriend cause of my appearance.im not into emo but i like emo hair style.Not saying shes a emo lah but nevermine its hard to explain.But shes really not a EMO.Anyway me and my friend gonna treat the girls on a movie if they want to.just wait and see.

In silence,i adore her.Weird huh.but its silence so its ok no one knows.only *ME*

Thats all folks c'ya next time~Dweeb~

Monday, July 23, 2007 ; 8:11 PM

The Dweeb boy is back.After a long journey at M'sia, im back in SINGAPORE.Miss me eh?

JENG JENG JENG

2 day 1 night was not enuff for me cause its like heaven sleeping over at my brother house.His house is so the cool.Went to DANGA BAYthe first day to eat satay there and walk around was fun really the fun.We reached home ard 12.45 am in the morning.But that dosen't stop there, my brother ask us(me and my step brother to eat another 30 stick of satay).Iwas like WOW this is fruc-best-ing.After the fun thingy i went to zzz with my step brother.It was damn cool so i have to wear my nike jaket.

Woke up at 11.30 the next day which is BREAKFAST TIME.But bath first ok.after breakfast, me and my step brother watched TRANSFORMER!!The show was damn Fun.Bumble bee is loved by me.yeah.After the movie finish, me and my step brother went to shoping near his place there was fun i took picture with hatake.cool rite.haha.

We never go else where cause my dad not feeling very well but everything went fine.Then we wait for my brother to cam back from work and guess what, he brought us 60 stcik of satay!woohoo.again².I slept around 9.30 cause i need to wake up early in the morning like 4.30am.All because i nee dto go to school.

Yawn!!its finally morning and time to pack up.Dweeb.Didn't bath.haha but got wash face ok.we leaved the house ard 5.30am and reached spore around 7am.then i quickly rush to the toilet and bath cause i need to be school by 8 but i was late for school i reached school around 8.45.lucky for me the teacher understand that im from Msia.thanks Mr Lai.

Now here come the weird part of the day while i as doing my practical with my friends in the parctical room, theres this one boy from other group just sneak into our room like nobody business and fool around then i was Pissed off cause i really dont like that guy but what to do hes my classmate but not in the same group.Then he give me something i mean one of the practical object but i dint take it then he not happy.G that suckies.he ask if im not happy.the i tell him that i have no business with him.then he say im in a group of gangster which is PAHAITONG.haha.can you guys believe it my face in gangster zone.i prefer to be in kiddie zone.haha.Then he was not happy.But i just hack care then we went back to class.He followed with my other friends.One of my friend took out his hp and show us transformer video about a car chance to robot and then the robot do indian dance.was funny sey.then that boy wanna see but my friend say cannot so he get pissed off and ask him wether hes not happy.Damn not another one.he want to give my friend a punch but my friend heck care so he went off with nothing to do.Yea to my friend for heck caring that guy.

THAT GUY IS SUCH A IBM

Lets forget about the guy*poof* after school, me and my other two friend went penisuler cause one of my friend wants to buy LCD belt.was cool actaully.The cost is $90.90.haha very the expensive.After the shopping, one of my friend went home left me and other one friend .so we proceed to bugis and check out the guitar outlet hehe.am i for guitar?nono its just for fun cause im into drum ok.After that we went home and like normal i have to clean the house so i did.and yeah after the cleaning program,its time for jamming time haha with me my voice and my old hard kick rock guitar.

Well guys enough of the talking let the photo do the rolling.

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

Danga Bay

Firstday at my brother house

Its sleeping time

Street of no where

Me with my step brother

Wait for me

Durians i mean rotton Durians

Nice right

I love this picture

The Dweeboy

Im your next cute model

Sorraye this pic come out from nowhere

Thats all folks c'ya next time ~Dweeb

Saturday, July 21, 2007 ; 4:38 PM

MAN OH MAN.DWEEB.i cant go out with my friends cause mum say i
must follow her to M'SIA TRULY ASIA!
Sorraye N1 and Asraf for not going out with you guys
today.really i am.ill be back on monday morning so people dont miss me ok.
Anyone wants bubblegums?
Till here.ill update more when im in S'pore.
Sorraye people for not updating my blog.
Dweeb~

Monday, July 16, 2007 ; 6:56 PM

Morning blue-zzz-.I woke up around 5.30a.m.Was damn early but it was fun cause im not late for school.cool.My day in school went ok, and learn new things.Was fun actually.Well, i did take some pic of my class,lesson and not to forget my beloved teahcer-Mr Lai-.He's so cool.Guess what, i spent $10 on food.

Can you believe it!there goes my $10 fly
away.bye² money².But i have a great time eating after a long term of holidays.haha.Enough of the Burping.

Its actually a short entry but lucky i have a epic movie.hahaso let the photo do the rolling.

Start out with a nice pose

Cant leave without saying goodbye

Chin up Dweeb

Start out with a nice name and a lil bit of drawing.

hard if you see it but easy when you know it.

Its kinda simple when you focus!

All thanks to him-Mr Lai-

A man gotta do what a man gotta do.
isint he cute?Hotter then a fire starter thats for sure.

This is shyfeek!

Rafi aka the psp freak

Big show,Ken and Carrot.they are one hell of a frend.cool

Shyfeek just woke up.nerdy!

Free time dreaming!cerry?

Dino is one hell of a joker.

Asraf and Ela² eh².haha.cool

Need some rest for awhile so chill.

No matter what, your still cute smiely the baggie.

Me and Asraf.

This the the real meaning of cool.COOL

This is DAMN COOL.

Snap shot of Rafi.Poor him.sorry the strawberry Rafi.

Sori about that finger cause he just wants to make sure
that the pic is in the centre.

I look so serious in this pic but izit nice?

No offence but i think im cute.sorraye.

Nice pose guys.

Must be fair right?=p

What a pose!

Need to put on sun glasses.

i look nice on this cap.i love it
DweeB

i have a sexy leg?cool.six pack?nah.Just put this pic for the sake of putting.

Thats all folks c'ya next time~Dweeb

Sunday, July 15, 2007 ; 9:27 PM

~There is~

Today me sis,her bf and its shocking to see that lil cerry is following us to MUSTAFA CENTRE.

The last time i went there when im with cerry(as in more then friends) wanted to buy this nice shoe but i dont think she still remember.But its ok.Have a nice "fight" with her.Nyonya and Apek fighthing.But she did win the war all because i give way.NO lah she deserve the win.Cerry u look great sey.But the only one thing i was a lil sad is when she kept playing with her hp.But i get over it.So its ok.

While i spent my days looking around for something hot but never have caught my attention,Something and its just something POP OUT OF MY BRAIN:

BEING THE BEST IS NOTHING BUT BEATING THE BEST IS SOMETHING

Yerp thats it.if i want to be the best, i must beat the best.I have upcoming track and field event.So i need to train hard cause one thing for sure i want to be something but not nothing.=P

TO cerry You so fruk-HOT-ing.

4 more month and youll be done with school.Then you gonna start working.

Will you have time for me?

TIME WILL TELL

Thats all folks c'ya next time.~Dweeb

Saturday, July 14, 2007 ; 10:56 PM

FIREWORK was great.yeah.it was so Fruk-Great-Ing.

Went esplanade with my ol'pal ZALI.Like finally we can go out together.cool.Have a great time with him,we chat and still laugh our ass out.

The firework was so nice and its just the N.E show haven the actual day.*Wonder*what will it be like in the actual day of NDP on 090807.

Must go watch

Nothing better to do at esplanade cause theres so many roadblock.Dweeb.And not to forget Many people too.Went to millena walk dunnoe where the place and we fill our stomach with LJS.yeah.Been there done there.

Was fun day and now im going MUSTAFA with my sis.Maybe.Not confirm yet.So i need to chill.

Well thats all folks cya next time.~Dweeb

Wednesday, July 11, 2007 ; 6:46 PM

HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY KAK MURNI!!!

MAY YOUR ARMPIT HAIR GROW LONGER.JOKING!

WHEN ARE YOU GONNA GET MARRIED?

IM WAITING TO HAVE A BROTHER IN LAW

NO MATTER WHAT ILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU CUTE LIL SIS.

IM NOT THERE FOR YOU BUT MY SOUL WILL=)

I MISS YOU SIS.MUACKS*

_____________________________________________________________________

'OUCH' yerp thats the first word that came out of my mouth when i woke up this morning.Believe it or not, i got 5 RED dots on my left hand*wonder*How i get red five dot!

Was rubbing it for pleasure.Sick of it and i feel like crying.Trust me its very the very irritating.

Foget about that*tink*Well the day was DAMN FUN.Woke up at 4.30 cause yesterday i slept at 5 and didnt woke up till morning.shocking the morning!Dweeb.I was playing with the pillow while waiting for my mum to leave home for work.The reason im playing with my pillow is simple cause when theres someone in the house, i cant do house cleaning.so need to be alone.So around 7+ mum leave for work.FINALLY im alone at home.Turn on the cd player and was jamming wile cleaning isint cool.But the volume not too loud cause its still morning glory.YAWN...zzz.Dont want to disturb my lovely neighbour.Finish the cleaning and jamming at 9.30.Then its time to chill,brush my teeth and wash my face and EAT my breakfast.YUMMY²

At 11 i bath and change to school uniform.Went to 7+11 to by my fav chocolate *KITKAT*

Reach school around 1+.I was late actually but lucky for me the teacher haven mark our attendace.fuh!.Here comes the FUN part:

Me and my other 3 frends work as a team.we were ask by the teacher to test the palet-jack and show him how it works.One of my frend ask me and the other 2 to stand on the palet-jack and he pulled it.So we did.It was fun till core when he carry the working table.We sat on it and he lift us up.COOL.we played at the workshop and it was fun.The next time when we have work in workshop, ill bring my cam and let you guys see the picture.Serious it was DAMN FUN.

Took Mrt home with my frends and guess what theres this old lady and she was really funny.She was sleeping and the way she sleep was funny.We laugh our ass out.Then when she woke up, she dig her nose.OMG.one of my frend said that she dig and she lick her finger.EEW.STop about the lady*Tink*Ok i drop at jurong east Mrt station and i saw this lil girl and she was like cerry.Was really like her even her school bag and the way she walk.But i know its not her.just my imagination i guess.Well tomorrow is 12, should i ask cerry out for a movie.Im sure her ans will be 'im sorry im buzy with school stuff'.Toking about buzy, i went to her blog and guess what she went out with her ex to kk hospital.Maybe her frend have a big accident.i dunnoe but watever it is, hope that the frend of her is ok.*Wonder*Why she can go out with her ex but not me.Am i too buzy for her or she too buzy for me or both of us are buzy for each other?What wrong ive done and the best part of all its been half a year of patient

*Nothing happen*

Well cant wait for this SATURDAY cause its NDP N.E SHOW!.

Watching firework with frends and should i bring cerry along?

im sure shes damn buzy.ill ask her soon.Cant wait to wear volcom shirt.

YOUR opinion:

DO SATAN WORK FOR GOD OR AGAINTS GOD?

Write it at the'HI AND BYE'

Sentance of the day:

We punish ourself by doing the wrong things.

Its so true!

Well thats all folks c'ya next time~Dweeb~

Monday, July 9, 2007 ; 7:52 PM

FINALLY I GET TO KNOW MY EXAM RESULT

I passed but its just a passed.That was close but hey i really never have the confidence in passing my exams cause ive been so down since jan but the bottom line is i PASSED.Thank god for giving me the strengh to move on.Hey i have the confidence in me again.Ill do better this time.Dweeb will do it for the peeps.COOL.

ill try must best to go school everyday and not be late for class.im gonna do my best for upcoming exams.May the will be with me.=p

Thats all folks c'ya next time ~Dweeb~

; 12:14 AM

Today is a NEW day because it SCHOOLING TIME.Miss schooling cause all the way its boring.

Hmm yesterday was a fun day cause early in the morning,My fun-tastic kids woke me up at 7.30a.m.NOTTI eh both of you, wake your uncle up*huggies*Mum ask me to buy breakfast for the family and some house stuff.So i just wash my face and brush my teeth and went off with the two lil kids.Was yawning all the way cause of not enough sleep.I slept yesterday morning around 4.am.3 hour of sleeping was NOT enough but its ok as long my lil kids are there, HAKUNA MATATA.Clean teh house till 12+ and then bath.At 1.30 i went down to cut my hair.It was so Damn NICE.I LIKE IT! serious i like it.yea.But im not gonna take pic of it cause its no use.If wanna know about my new hair ask me out then.it will be cool to go out with anyone.

Talking about anyone, i called bam² around 2+ and confirm the meeting place.Going out with Bam² was cool.Bam you look very the TEMBAM."Fought "with her about colours:

GREEN V.S BLUE.

It was fun going out with Bam².Bam² you make my day O'pal.Went MARINA SQUARE to eat LJS with Bam².To Bam² - thats the standard meal i always order.so you have to eat it while you can.cool.But u did finish it rite.Good bam².After the burping, went to this shop called FOX which im planning to buy cerry the shirt that she wants but sorraye cerry i cant find it.Sorry lil girl i try my best but i failed.

Then we went to penisula and guess what i found FAMOUS STAR AND STRAP sweater.cool.cant wait to buy it SOON!.Look around for guitars and i find nothing interesting.

Dweeb.Drums?cool i found ths one drum set which cost $1,120.i love it.but was too espensive.When i move out of this house, im gonna do my new room for jamming studio.Insyallah.

Then went back to Far East by walking and thats when DUM² and BAM² start so called "fighting" over colours?was fun but hey Bam² u win the battle.If the hot reason why she wins the battle is becasue its live earth day and it went for 2 days which is 07 and o8 which is yesterday.Without it i bet Blue will rule and its gonna be cool.We bought big gulp at 7+11 and went home.Bam² tahnk Q for today.So now im going to sleep cause the time is precious for me cause i need to have lots of rest.

Thats all folks c'ya next time.

Saturday, July 7, 2007 ; 8:54 PM

Lil hi lil low bloggyians.

Kinda sad today cause of some stuff.To sis, im sorry cause i just cant give u what you want.Im just me i cant change myself by forcing.i know ive been a pain in a ass to my family.Im so SORRY about that.ill be independent from now on.i wont ask for anything.But all i want is your UNDERSTANDING!.Please! your understanding is all i need.

Well back to the day of today.LIVE EARTH 070707.Actually im going out and celebrate 070707 at esplanade alone?yea alone.BUT since there's my FUN-TASTIC KIDS,i cancel out the lonely road trip.Well i was working then came back around 2+ theres mamat and iffah=Fun-tastic kids.Clean the house to the core and not to forget,to clean myself too.Went down to BPP with my lil kids to play the ground of plaza garden=PLAYGROUND.

LOVE THEM TO THE MAX!.MAMAT IFFAH YOUR UNCLE LOVE BOTH OF YOU CUTIE.GOT IT?

Reach home around 6.30pm and switch on the com.Mamat and Iffah want to play game so i let them play the com and i play with my guitar.'There is' will be nice to play.

While i was blogging my bloggy,i went to cerry's blog.Well i can see taht shes into the blurr monkey.well once again congrat to them for being the third place.cool.Hmm theres this one day cerry said that shes gonna called me the next day but it didt happen.Should i be sad?nah.BIG BOYS DONT CRY RIGHT?

Well what i know is every sadness there will be hapiness and every hapiness there will be sadness.so just LIVE with IT.

Tomorrow im going out with Bam² yeah.its been5 years we lost contact.At least you remember me not like.....nevermind dont wish to tell.Will you be mine?.thats the ques im asking you.but you think the other way round.its not what you think.Just wait and see tommorow.

should i wear green or white?But whatever it is, the trademark is still there!

Here are some photo of my Fun-tastic kids and the BBQ on 26 June 2007.ENJOY!